This morning, one of the spirits in the doll claimed responsibility for much of what’s been happening to me over the last 10 years.
I was replying to a question on one of my YouTube videos as to whether or not I’ve ever been injured by the spirits in the doll. After I answered it, I began to think back over the 10 years that I’ve had it, and some of the things that happened. Especially in the last year (2014).
“I’m responsible for that,” I heard psychically.
“What?” I thought to myself.
“I did that. Not Harold,” I heard. It was the female spirit in the doll.
Now, keep in mind, that it’s wasn’t until recently that I even believed that there was a woman in the doll. When the psychic medium on the Ghost Adventures episode claimed there was, I didn’t believe HER.
A week before the episode aired, Marianne called me on morning to tell me about about a boy she heard calling out her name in the middle of the night, waking her up. She asked me if I thought it was Harold. I said, “No.” In my mind, Harold was a young man.
The next morning she called me again to tell me that she heard an angry woman screaming her name. It startled her so much that she got out of bed and looked to see who was inside of her apartment. She asked me, again, if I thought it was Harold. I thought, unless the spirit is capable of mimicking a woman (which is a distinct possibility), I didn’t think so, because I believed that there was only one spirit in the doll, a young man.
When I heard what this woman had to say, I thought to myself, “Son of a bitch, things that have happened to me (especially in the last year November, 2013 – today) are making even more sense now.”
She told me that when she tried to wake Marianne up that night, Marianne wouldn’t wake up until she screamed her name. She’s now telling me that Harold made it so that Marianne didn’t hear her at first. She was preparing me for the show, so that I would know that there is more than one spirit in the doll, contrary to what I thought.
This whole thing has been like peeling an onion. When I think I’ve got a handle on things, I realize it’s only a layer.
Do I still think that entity that now calls itself Harold is responsible for things that have happened? Most of them, but not ALL of them, anymore.
I told Donna at one time that I believed I was chosen to own the doll by Harold. After a bit of time she told me that she agreed with what I was thinking – that Harold chose me to own this doll. It wasn’t an “accident.” I told her, I now believe that it was the woman in the doll that chose me.
After this morning, I’m convinced of it. Is she some “psychotic” woman who would have been in an insane asylum as the interpreter for the Mexican psychic medium claimed she said? I don’t think so. I now believe that she’s a woman desperate for me to free her son, the other male and herself, and she’s doing whatever she has to in order to make sure I stay focused and make that happen. It has been 10 years after all.
Who knows how long this has been going on?